Zestyclose-Brush5993 | 1 points | Feb 06 2022 16:09:10

I remember when I was in the second semester of grade 10,we all had to study online because of the covid–19. At that time ,the teachers would inform the students' parents if their child skipped the online classes or didn't finish thier homework .I was one of those students. And obviously,my mother was informed too.That day when my mother came back home ,in no time I read the glumness reflected by her expression .

Everything fell into dead silence .At first ,I was confused so I asked her what had happened .she asked me whether my name appeared on the list." I don't know" I responded. I did lie to her and now she knew the truth. then she lost her temper ,saying some insulting words.I didn't remember what she said but there's still an image existing in my mind now. I was curling up in the corner of my bed while she was sitting on my chair and staring at me with hatred.I promised I would never forget her sharp eyes and the intense atmosphere around us.She kept humiliating me,using some mean words. I just hugged my knees tightly ,tears rolling down my cheeks .the feelings just like drowning in the ocean of sadness.

"Look at you,let me take a photo then send it to other parents.I wonder whether their kids behave like this. "It was really torturing when she sat there. At that moment I wished i'd never been born.

I would never forgive her even she apologized to me later . She's hurt me too many times,but I can't kill her.I hate myself, I'm not courageous enough to kill myself therefore I have to tolerate all the hardship they give to me or you can say I've never felt the real happiness so I don't want to commit ssuicide in an early age .