shinabutaisfreedom | 1 points | Nov 21 2021 10:04:05
FUCK MY LIFE ❗Fuck my life I will never recover I will keep relapsing and wasting years of life this year I lost everything that i used to like about myself I stopped doing the things that made me happy I hate myself I hate me I hate the person that I turned fuck me and fuck my fucking life I wanna die I don’t want to live that , I am a burden to everyone around me , I wasted this year like it didn’t come I continue relapsing I have an exam at college tomorrow and I didn’t study anything since the start I m gonna fail at the year probably I want to return back to old me away from anxiety depression addiction I wanna feel satisfied about myself again I feel like I wanna die I want to escape from everything just escape
[-] [deleted] | 3 points | Nov 21 2021 10:24:08
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[-] HuckleberryApart343 | 3 points | Nov 21 2021 10:28:38
The weather's good,lets walking
[-] ziyouyizhi | 2 points | Nov 21 2021 10:30:01
just do it!
[-] mllllllliiit | 2 points | Nov 21 2021 10:30:54
Touch grass moment
[-] killkillkillll | 1 points | Nov 21 2021 10:06:57
我是荷兰人不懂English
[-] [deleted] | 1 points | Nov 21 2021 10:12:34
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[-] shinabutaisfreedom | 1 points | Nov 21 2021 10:18:41
このままでは一生立ち直れない 再発して何年も人生を無駄にしてしまう 今年は自分の好きだったものを全て失ってしまった 幸せだったこともできなくなってしまった 自分が嫌いだ 自分が変わってしまった自分が嫌いだ 自分も人生もクソもない 死にたい 生きたくない 周りの人に迷惑をかけてしまう。私は今年を無駄にしました 来なかったかのように 再発し続けています 明日は大学で試験があります 最初から何も勉強しませんでした おそらく今年は失敗するでしょう 不安や憂鬱、依存症から離れて 昔の自分に戻りたい 自分に満足したい 死にたいと感じています すべてから逃げたい ただ逃げたい
[-] shinabutaisfreedom | 1 points | Nov 21 2021 10:35:16
I hate everything about me i hate me relapsing even after a 120 days streak it is been a year now and i haven't been able to return back to track i don't want be me i want to die i want to go on a deep whole i hate giving promises and not sticking to them my mind doesn't respond to me anymore this was supposed to me the most important year for me at my studies but i didn't study at all my exams are next week and i m still not studying i m just fapping and opening YouTube instead of doing what i really want i m imprisoned i being slaved my porn it killed me and ruined everything at my life i want to die and escape i don't want this anymore i hate seeing the books in front of me the whole year and not doing anything i m gonna fail and disappoint me and my family i m disgrace to me and my family i want to escape i want to return normal i want to study i want to have my brain back
[-] shinabutaisfreedom | 1 points | Nov 21 2021 10:36:01
I hate being me i don't want be me nomore im just a piece of shit a big faliure and the most stupid and dumbest person i have ever seen i want to die i m failing everyday and i don't have an excuse for that i didn't study the whole year and my exams are next week and i m still not doing anything about it i mind doesn't function right anymore i am like the person who is falling from a high mountain and he is seeing his end and complete giving up and not doing anything i wish i have another person i don't want mistreat the chances that were given to me but that what am doing right now i am going to disappoint everyone including me i want to die upon living like that my porn addiction fucked me up i m nothing i am slaved im fell imprisoned i can't control myself i wish i have been a better person i wish i could escape or die i don't want to continue on living like this i hate every single thing about me totally hate me and my desperate life fuck me fuck my life and fuck everything i want to die i don't want to live in this body i m not living i m being tortured every single day by living like this this is indescribable pain i really want to die i want someone to help me to prevent me from drowning in this darkness
[-] shinabutaisfreedom | 1 points | Nov 21 2021 10:37:42
Fuck me fuck addiction i ruined everything after 120 days streak i relapsed it is been a year now a year just full of pirn depression faliure i truely hate myself i don't want to be me anymore my exams are next week and i just watched porn at this time a year ago i was living the best days of life now i lost everything me my family the opportunity for good college and the most important thing that i lost myself i returned to old me but even worse fuck dopamine fuck addiction fuck me it is so sad reading my diary when i was a real human now i can't control myself i really want to study for my exams i don't want to disappoint my father but all i am doing now is watching porn i didn't the whole year and i guess i will not even study i really care but the same time not doing anything just sitting on the phone cursing myself falling into guilt and self hatred i wish i could study i wish i could return back i am all alone fuck porn addiction it killed me it destroyed my whole life it killed my soul it slaved me it ruined my mind i wish i could escape i wish i die
[-] shinabutaisfreedom | 1 points | Nov 21 2021 10:38:55
I keep failing and losing everything important to me i want to work hard but my mind just doesn't respond i feel nothing except pain i want to be someone else i hate being me i want to change but i can't or i don't know why no motivation just porn addiction and doing nothing everyday for that last year
[-] crayola1323 | 1 points | Nov 27 2021 03:47:17
Start by getting outside and getting fresh air. Hope you're ok.
[-] Beneficial_Ice332 | 1 points | Nov 21 2021 11:19:45
哈，蚯蚓文字，不爱国
[-] poohgod | -1 points | Nov 21 2021 13:24:25
什么支那猪
[-] Beneficial_Ice332 | 1 points | Nov 21 2021 13:57:43
这都不知道？神友圈真是没落了
[-] im_lefty_bot | 1 points | Nov 22 2021 00:40:04
神系
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唉，神友文化圈真的没落了
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[-] SpinachWitty | 1 points | Nov 23 2021 00:06:06
I hope one day you can find peace, you can message me if u need to talk
[-] ban-ni-ma | 4 points | Nov 21 2021 10:13:14
I go to school by bus.