sonoichi | 1 points | Feb 18 2022 05:45:28

I am that kind of person who can never learn english well. i only have junior highschool education in xina, now almost 18. In past 2 years i follow a lot of banned chinese Tieba and found these Chonglang subs in reddit, there are so many bat redditors encouraged me to pick up my english skills again, so now im perparing to join CET4 test and try to being a normal person.

I believe i have try hard enough in those xina english apps and Anki, but recently i saw those post about testyourvocab.com then i realize my vocabulary is super low, only 4040, even though i persisted for a half year time. now escape of Xina is just a impossible dream for me.

I cant do anything perfectly, even now my brain are still stucking stupid japanese anime sounds when i writing this post, my english level is same as this post you can see. just fking waste my life and become a Xinajin forever and go loops. what should i do